today after months and months

i hope you have a good day
today after months and months of traveling arround i have stoped, why? because i dont know what im looking for anymore, in my journy or adventure as i like to call it i have found a lot of things persons and lost many others.
i found artists
i found peace
i found serenity
but still i dont know what im looking for, its been like 4 months that i got separated from the one that came with me in first place, i just couldnt be with someone else when i know im preaty unstable i thought that may i could be happy with her by my side or at least find happyness but still i didnt, i miss some people, some others i cant remember anymore
along this adventure of mine i had done averything i needed to do to survive or at least keep going on, i have worked in many diferente places i have been lost more times than i can remember, i dont know if my adventure will soon come to an end and i really really it doesnt, not because i like suffering, no its because i think i have to keep on looking and who knows maybe i will find what im looking for or maybe not at this point i know i cant go back i think i passed the point of no return long ago

anyway i wanted to write this to let out the things i have felt since a long time ago, i dont know if i will upload another entry soon but i dont know and i think neither do you

peace to y´all hace a nice life and if you think you are doing wrong minimize thnigs and thoughts that may help you see the preatty things of life
see ya